nickwrocks1

Addicted to your echos, blinded by your light Haunted by your holograms, visiting every night Thinking of your voice until you're just a thought An image in my head, made up and pretend

Pieces of my memory scattered in disorder Ultimately failing to matter at all Remembering things a little before her Preventing my heartbreak by ceasing the silence Lavender love with Royal demands Exiting this world, I lose myself again

Weathered because of winter, hurting from the fall It's been hard to spring back up, heavy weight I haul Time goes fast, I look back My time’s the past, don't think I’ll last Summer awaits and I'm fearful for the future

The sun shines brightly yet not on me Simply watching am I, under the shade of a tree Forgetting time and rhyme without a care The shade makes it look like I'm not even there Maybe it's true I woke up today with a sense of false warmth The sun emitted such comforting orange light It reminded me of times of old Reminded me of when I forgot it all When I forgot you Time is going forwards My mind is looking backwards Your eyes face forward Going no where but backwards am I I won't forget you

I'm an open book, yet they all hide their pages Others may slow while thinking when my mind races But who thinks more is never a competition, it's seen as unneeded Those who think more than usual are unheeded, they determine that in such little time. Why is daydreaming such a crime when mindless tasks are seen as better uses of the day and dreaming with no control is the night. Some prefer to remain closed, yet I like being read People must think these thoughts, as I do, must they leave it unsaid? Instead of being read I tread ahead and my thoughts remain unique If stronger in number then what I think is weak The future looks bleak f

There's nothing more odd then waiting for time Dwelling on the past, nothing seems to last, memories are glass and break quite quickly People don't see this, they can't understand. Is it alright to think at this height It's hard to breath when up this high As time goes on we say goodbye When looking back is saying hello I say hello to a friend One who changes often and I barely remember Like December he is cold Yet thinking of him gives me warmth. Look to the future and find uncertainty Look behind the present and find the same thing Everything changes Nothing is constant The past is a window just waiting to be broken Looking

Am I here or just a ghost? My human host overdosed on the sadness it wants to dissapear It's always the pain I feel the most No one hears a ghost and those who do are called insane. I swear I exist The thought I can't resist If you insist I guess I'm invisible.

Enter in my fears from cold and airy rooms Enter in familiar faces, silence they consume Blink and it's over, stare and stay still Starting the day, feeling okay, thinking of time as an enemy to kill

Killing in the name of whomever seems fit Kindling a fire that is not lit Caring too little, meaningless ties False obligations, forever lies Throats you slit of plastic men, in the end you'll die Your complexes vex artificial minds, they cannot see but to them you are blind

You'd never believe the things I see Everything walks by me so gracefully Everything I see, so fresh and so new So beautiful and breathtaking, if only you knew